I was lost for days, even weeks now. I have been struggling to still be happy and positive amidst the problems and anxiety that I have been swimming through. I allot two to three hours everyday to send applications and at this point I’m still not getting any response. I kept telling myself, everything will be fine, all my needs and my family’s needs will be met that’s for sure. For why should I start doubting now when all God has done for me was to save me from my problems and myself.
Sometime last week I was online, as usual but can’t really get to write anything. It seems like I’m hitting a wall each time I attempt to even write something. Then I heard Skype’s message tone and saw that icon that means I have a new message. I thought at first, maybe its one of my friends. I have this one friend that I sometimes help with her work, we used to work together as QA’s (Quality Analyst). So clicked on the Skype icon, someone not from my contact’s list wanted to add me and sent me a message. Lo and behold, it was an interview schedule!!! My heart leaped, after hundreds of applications one responded! Just when the tides of misery’s about to swallow me whole God’s hand dipped in and got my hand.
That moment, I felt really loved, happy and full of hope again. Its like fresh air was breathed into my soul, making me ready to face anything again.